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if there was only a way that i could actually feel batter about the relationship i m in, it just seems that its slowly dwindling to nothign due to the fact of her total boredom toward me in a way. as muuch as i try its totally fultille. yeah it always ends up with an i love you and everything will be better at the end of those conversations of our concerns but in the long run it seems like she really has bigger plans. i mean fuck, every time i call the shots on how it is with her she gets upset and says she disagrees and then finds a way to make me right in the long run. if only i could just forget it all or just go on with alla this mess and be happy without this nonsense and shit . being an anchor is the worst anyone could ever be i feel many a time like getting the fuckout of here and go to a town completely alien to me and just start anew. mabe luck will strike there, but for now i only have the hallucenations in my own head thAT keep me day dreaming like a dribbling idiot of a great adventure or getting away and going on a crusade to find the true meaning of happiness in life. because being stuck as person that i am is completley horrid.
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you know, i have the strangest feelings that many a time im being watched or somthing its so odd how many times i feel like somone always knows where i am or what im doing.
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[09 Oct 2005|07:16pm] |
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still really bord ,, need somthing to do,, ne one wanna chilllll??
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I saw some shit on maddox mission that really makes sense to me and i felt the urge to share....im sorrry but this shit is fucking hilarious
Photoblog: Photoblogs make me yearn for the day when cameras weren't digital, film cost money, and it took time to develop pictures. I remember back when it wasn't easy for any random asshole with a camera to go out take countless pictures of nothing. Nothing is exactly what these pictures are of. No focus, no theme, no message, no posturing. Just countless pictures of Denny's at 2 AM. We don't care that you went to Denny's. You're not an artist. You're not deep. Get a new hobby.
Podcast: Someone had the revolutionary idea of taking a compressed audio file and putting it online. Yeah, doesn't sound so sexy when I describe it for what it is, does it you morons? It would have been a great idea if streaming audio wasn't already around for over a decade before the word "podcast" entered the lexicon. Man, I can't stand the word "lexicon." Talking about all these shitty words has made me start using shitty words. I'm so pissed, I just slammed the door shut on some kid's nuts.
iPod: This is one of those inventions that makes people say: "why didn't I think of that?" On news shows anyway. One of the anchors on FOX News said "now the music industry is waiting for someone to come along and invent the next iPod." Wow, if only I had thought of the bright idea of putting an mp3 player on a portable hard drive. Damn that's brilliant. I had that idea years ago. I also have another idea: a car that can fly. I will sue anyone who makes it.
iPodder: A pompous ass who thinks he's eclectic. Wake up asshole: you're not living in an iPod commercial. You can't dance. Everything you listen to sucks. Get a job.
e-nable: E-nable? How about I e-nable my foot to your mouth?
URL (as pronounced "ERL"): Few things invoke more contempt for humanity than someone who pronounces URL as "erl." It's an acronym, not a word you douche! Between people who say "erl" and programmers who pronounce char (an abbreviation for character) as "chär" (with the "ch" pronounced like in "chart"), I get so pissed that I just want to saw my arms off.
LiveJournal: Here's a little trick you can use to find out whether a link someone sends you is worth checking. If it contains the words "live, journal," or any combination thereof, you can safely ignore the link without missing out on anything.
travelblog: Guess.
Emo: An abbreviation for loser. Emo is the new goth, except goths are still around, so it's becoming almost unbearable.
Metrosexual: A gay guy still in the closet. This word is so contemptible that even the man who coined it has since apologized for being such a douche. I cringe every time I hear this word.
Retrosexual: This word wouldn't exist if "metro" didn't happen to rhyme with "retro." It's supposed to mean the opposite of a "metrosexual," which makes it another superfluous word since we already have a word for the opposite of a metrosexual called "straight."
Friendblog: None are known to exist since bloggers don't have friends.
Watchblog: Let's not.
Videoblog: Another idiot who had the bright idea of coining a term for posting a file online, except instead of music, it's crappy home videos.
Vlog: I don't even know if this is being used yet, but I suspect it will be used soon if it hasn't, so preemptive strike, bitches.
Vog: I
Vloggers: CAN'T
Vlogging: GO
Vlogged: ON
Moblog: ANYMORE.
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so i got the apocolypse now soundtrack and its the fucking bomb same goes for the movie itself.., i think imgetting into some wierd musical interests, like most of the shit i listen to people would never think to ever put in thier cd player.. like zeitlich vergelter if anyone has ever heard of them or the artist chu ishi kawa,,the tokyo fist soundtrack,, shit like that .. id be surprised and kinda glad im not alone if somone knows hal;f the shit i listen to, but im sure they dont.
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[24 Sep 2005|01:13pm] |
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i love my new icon,, they look like what is in my nightmares
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[20 Sep 2005|07:45pm] |
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well nicole when would you like to chill ?
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one other reason i gotta see ashley again is because i have found the tape that she thought she lost. its a tape of her grandfather tellingher lifestory on video and i have the only copy and sahe thought she lost it and would like to know how i can get that to her or her family ,, i know they would see this as important,, then again , so do i
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[10 Sep 2005|01:29pm] |
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nicole w should hang sometime and catch up
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[01 Sep 2005|08:28pm] |
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awe fuck if ne one reads this and wants to go to 311 with me tommorrow and would drive me i can give them a ticket . other then tht i have been bored alot latley and seriously need to get out more, somone gimme a ring if they want to hang some time goddamit. thats if you know my number of course,, (im not fucking leaving that shit online lots o mither fuckers like to play and act stupid with disclosed info like that ) well ne way .. gimme a ring somone.
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its been almost a year since i updated his thing,, wow.. well alot o shit has happened since last yearwhen i put in another post.i wonder if i ll ever see ashley hadeed again,, if she can see this .. gimme a ring some time. ne way .. so yeah i dont even live with my mother and father ne more which is insane and yea im still doing the pool man thing,, im not sure i f i disclosed that information prior to this post many a moon ago but i have been doing pools for a while,, its not a bad living and still attending college as well , hopefully ill be at fsu soon .. well later folks. till nex time
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| hurricanes- kinda like emos,, hard to get away from, dont wante em coming close to u, and theyre gay |
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this hurricaneis bull shit..eveyone always getscancelled school exept for mine ,, that sucks ass time a thousand, o well, when the hurricanes hit,, eveyine hides in thier homes wile i got out and have reall fun,, theres noone to say heyyy stop that you!! so its ok in a way,, i guess,adam you know wat im talking about. i told you when you came over ,, ill leave it at that .hahah,, ne way ,, i was lookin at lj today and i saw the greatest response from this lj user who gos by lee___i dunno the rest but it was hilarious, talks about the funniest shit,, just wanna say that being that i wanna keep thinking about it,, cant say here tho .. but the icon is coery from slipnot,, and its the funniest thing ever , and he has a frind with the same name as me ,, awesome .. but yeah if you guys know who has a n icon of coey from lipnot,, hes goddam funny ,, well im fuckin tired and i think im goin to just go to sleep,, i hope. bangbus.com rules muthafukkas. those gguys r the best in certifying girls in the heart of h.o/
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| i hate it when random people im me,, they get made fun of,, bad |
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very drunk dude [1:05 PM]: HEY BRO
Inafog18 [1:06 PM]: whos this?
Inafog18 [1:06 PM]: very drunk dude, nice...
Inafog18 [1:06 PM]: well... you imed me,, who might you be?
very drunk dude [1:06 PM]: a very drunk dude of course
Inafog18 [1:07 PM]: yeah i could guess that one,, a little obvious,, but where do you know me from?
very drunk dude [1:07 PM]: from drunklandia
Inafog18 [1:08 PM]: very smart.. you sounds speciall, i guess you know nicole dempsey ,, or liz they two have the same type of friends so im guessing its one of those people you know
very drunk dude [1:08 PM]: mayyyyyyyyyyyybe
very drunk dude [1:08 PM]: :)
Inafog18 [1:08 PM]: and tell whoever to send me a postcard drom drunk landia,,
Inafog18 [1:08 PM]: or whatever the fuck it is
Inafog18 [1:08 PM]: haha
Inafog18 [1:08 PM]: but for real ,, whos this???
very drunk dude [1:09 PM]: the king of drunklandia
Inafog18 [1:09 PM]: im sure,,
Inafog18 [1:09 PM]: just remeber , youll die early of liver problems,, thats too bad
Inafog18 [1:09 PM]: poepl die from dumb shit everyday tho ,, so its ok
Inafog18 [1:10 PM]: just a number from the milllions of others so dont feel alone dude
very drunk dude [1:10 PM]: Oh well, In drunklandia, we dont have livers
Inafog18 [1:10 PM]: or penises
very drunk dude [1:10 PM]: That too
very drunk dude [1:10 PM]: Because when you're drunk you dont need it
very drunk dude [1:10 PM]: You just pee out of your anus
very drunk dude [1:10 PM]: like a chicken
Inafog18 [1:10 PM]: just three asshole so its easier for more guys to do you
very drunk dude [1:10 PM]: Yes SIR!
Inafog18 [1:12 PM]: and everyone who lives in drunklandia was born from a smelly hippie , so everyones name is shitty like,,, garbage or cocksnot. or dirtyrubber . or sumthin like that
very drunk dude [1:12 PM]: Actually my name is just drunk dude
Inafog18 [1:12 PM]: well thats close enough
Inafog18 [1:13 PM]: so tell me what college or highschool you go to ?
Inafog18 [1:13 PM]: or are you not taking any education as of this time ?
Inafog18 [1:13 PM]: because i kno w in drunk landia only poeple with education are the ones that need the best anal sex from huge smelly fucks ,,
very drunk dude [1:14 PM]: HAHA
very drunk dude [1:14 PM]: I LOVE FATY FUCKS
very drunk dude [1:14 PM]: :
very drunk dude [1:14 PM]: :D
Inafog18 [1:14 PM]: you like fat chicks?
very drunk dude [1:15 PM]: Very much so
very drunk dude [1:15 PM]: and Grandmas
Inafog18 [1:15 PM]: thats a shame..
Inafog18 [1:15 PM]: well when your drunk doesnt everyone look pretty or some shit?
very drunk dude [1:16 PM]: sure
Inafog18 [1:16 PM]: and your always drunk right?
Inafog18 [1:17 PM]: so if i drew a picture of a chick on a wall with a hole in it ,,,, and i named it very drunk dude,,, wouldnt you be wanting to fuck yourself?
Inafog18 [1:18 PM]: awe man ,, that would suck
very drunk dude [1:18 PM]: yes
very drunk dude [1:19 PM]: yes sir
Inafog18 [1:20 PM]: and being that you only like it in the ass ,, you be soo stunned and puzzled because the wall has no other side so youd be looking all over that goddam picture for that anus to stick your shit ocvered cock into ,, and never being able to since its just a wall with your name on it.. haha
Inafog18 [1:20 PM]: very drunk dude [1:19 PM
Inafog18 [1:20 PM]: imm him saying hey ,, whats up ..? ru gay ?
Inafog18 [1:20 PM]: well are you
Inafog18 [1:20 PM]: ?
Inafog18 [1:21 PM]: are you gay or what ??
very drunk dude [1:21 PM]: NEGATIVE
Inafog18 [1:21 PM]: then why would you want to fuck yourself ???
Inafog18 [1:21 PM]: or even a hole in the wall ?
Inafog18 [1:21 PM]: thats gross man,, even for a drunk guy
Inafog18 [1:21 PM]: or hermaphrodite or whatevevr
Inafog18 [1:23 PM]: look at it this way , its ok if your gay ,,just dont say ne thing to ne one and youll be ok ;-)
Inafog18 [1:24 PM]: whered u go ???
Inafog18 [1:24 PM]: i wanna talk!!!
very drunk dude [1:24 PM]: IM HERE
very drunk dude [1:24 PM]: IM DRUNK
very drunk dude [1:24 PM]: SORRY
very drunk dude [1:24 PM]: RESPONSE TIME IS SLOW
Inafog18 [1:24 PM]: i got an idea,, drive!
Inafog18 [1:24 PM]: hahahahaha
very drunk dude [1:24 PM]: Drive?
very drunk dude [1:24 PM]: thats bad
Inafog18 [1:24 PM]: no of course not..
Inafog18 [1:25 PM]: you only have a 3 in five chance of wrapping around a fucking pole and dimembering your body into flesh strips by the dozen.. so its not THAT bad
very drunk dude [1:27 PM]: Sure it is
Inafog18 [1:28 PM]: cmonnnnnn,,, yo take a drive,, relax ,, even close your eyes,,, then if your lucky enough and somone loves you and for some reason yourstill alive park into a wendys place,, grab something to eat ,, then take a spin again,, but reeeeely fast this time,, and if you dont get caught by the cops(which is so exiting for you im sure) youll eb scott free,, and a night fuck loaded with more action then the coke trip wating for you back at your apprtmen t where youll soon od,,
Inafog18 [1:28 PM]: but not die too quicley
Inafog18 [1:28 PM]: dont die whatever you do because you gotta do this all again another night if you wanna have fun and party ,, being drunk and all
Inafog18 [1:29 PM]: drunklandia is soo cool
Inafog18 [1:30 PM]: geroge bush is so cool ..
Inafog18 [1:30 PM]: dont you think ?
very drunk dude [1:31 PM]: Yes
very drunk dude [1:31 PM]: I love george bush
very drunk dude [1:31 PM]: im voting for him
Inafog18 [1:31 PM]: but hes not president on drunklandia,, only ithought jhonathan humpnfuck was
Inafog18 [1:32 PM]: hes the ex porn star from lick my balls five,, all drunk landians lovve him for that one i gather
Inafog18 [1:36 PM]: so wil you support him this year? i mean.. hes up for porstitution for all!! and alsoo,, hell make heroine legal!! thats down your ally ,, right?
very drunk dude [1:36 PM]: i love HEROINE!
Inafog18 [1:36 PM]: you dont want to vote for vaputenshat,, hes an ass
Inafog18 [1:36 PM]: hes all for starightness and shit,, im sure you wouldnt like that
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| well chezon im sorry but whatever |
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this convo happened after i took a long fucking piss and then went back to the computer to see this
Side0079 [3:57 PM]: i saw chezon at publix w/ 2 dudes
Inafog18 [3:57 PM]: for real?
Side0079 [3:57 PM]: yeah
Inafog18 [3:57 PM]: were they all over her or just like hangin out with her ?
Side0079 [3:58 PM]: the first one
Inafog18 [3:58 PM]: were they all younger lookin
Inafog18 [3:58 PM]: ?
Side0079 [3:58 PM]: younger looking you fuck!!!!! were they younger looking!!?
Inafog18 [3:58 PM]: did they look younger then i ??
Side0079 [3:59 PM]: i guess
Inafog18 [3:59 PM]: wait,,,
Inafog18 [3:59 PM]: did one look spanish?
Side0079 [4:00 PM]: indian
Inafog18 [4:00 PM]: hmm
Inafog18 [4:00 PM]: i dunno
Inafog18 [4:00 PM]: that might be her gay friend but whatever
Inafog18 [4:00 PM]: you know,, i dont give a shit ne more
Side0079 [4:00 PM]: u r not goin out any more
Inafog18 [4:04 PM]: she can do what she pleases . im fed up with everyone , well ill give her (space) whatever that means. oh what everyone else always says that . space is nothing its the shit you cant breath in without a goodamn nasa suit . its what i take up, its a great place to float stranded untill you run out of air and die., besides,, saying that is a nicer way of saying i dont want you around me any more , so fine then , fuck it i dont give a fuck . i dont because i choose to , but i can be knee deep in bitch meat like i was 15 again, i dont know whats stopping me, yeah you heard it lj users,, dont get offeneded now. (writing that since)
Inafog18 [4:04 PM]: its definatley goin on the lj
Inafog18 [4:05 PM]: but really,, ive been doin nothing with girls and well thats only because i dont know ,, somthing in my concience says stop, or just memories of mo saying paullll stop being a man whore,, youll get herpessssssss,, yeah its that one , but then again i also do care for some girls i know, i guess thats why .
Inafog18 [4:07 PM]: i guess ashleys goin to write a smart ass remark about this huh
Side0079 [4:14 PM]: another bitch
Inafog18 [4:14 PM]: eh';lets n ot talk about that shit now
Side0079 [4:15 PM]: hahahahahahahaha
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| they say whatevers in yur nightmares you think subcontiously in the daytime, yeah, right |
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readers.. mind you this is at 330 in the middle of the night i am awoken to the computer iming me, i was almost awake but that dont matter...i posted this right after this actual convo so im still frightened as hell from my nightmare
Side0079 [3:28 PM]: u awake?
Side0079 [3:32 PM]: paul
Inafog18 [3:32 PM]: yo
Inafog18 [3:32 PM]: whats up
Inafog18 [3:32 PM]: ha i cant sleep man
Inafog18 [3:32 PM]: nightmares
Inafog18 [3:32 PM]: it sucks
Side0079 [3:32 PM]: of what
Inafog18 [3:32 PM]: they feel real
Inafog18 [3:33 PM]: i dunno its just woerd.. ill be stranded at retard centers and fuked up shit happens
Inafog18 [3:33 PM]: things like thta
Inafog18 [3:33 PM]: its soo scary
Inafog18 [3:34 PM]: like this hermaphrodite tried to fuck me when i was trying t o sleep in my own nightmare ,, and on top of that i was forced to sleep in an attick since all the other places were taken and it was ridden with spiders and shit
Inafog18 [3:34 PM]: ugggh
Inafog18 [3:35 PM]: then in the mornings i d have to go to these stupid meetings and shit and low and behold for somreason id see people act outall wierd and everyone looks all disfigured and messed up and then they try to lunge at me whenevr i had food in my hand i dunno it was just too freaky.the imagery in my head,if only it were recorded onto film, that shitwould make such a fucke d up movie, i wish i couls plug a camera to my brain and press record when i go to sleep. they would seriously be the most fucked up movies, i swear to whatever is out there
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Just An Obstruction
I'm gonna rape your fertile land
And plant my seed in your mother
Fuckin' listen to me
Obey my laws worship my God
Cuz your just an obstruction
And your holding back production
It's a free land of opportunity
Where my people can prosper
So we'll take your land and offer you lies
And take your lives and your land
With one sweep of my hand I'll take it all away
But I've got a solution
To rid our world of this human pollution
Lay down and die.. die die die
And here's a blanket full of smallpox
To keep your children warm and put a stop to you
Lay down and die.... die.die. die
Here's some land not fit for us to live on
It's called a reservation
And we've reserved it just for you
Your obstructing the flow of our progress
And we destroy what we can't control
But I've got a solution
To rid our world of this human pollution
Lay down and die, die die die
So have a drink on all of us
And cloud your vision so you're blind to what we do to you
Lay down and die
Here we go again good citizens
Avert your eyes
As the innocent collide
Run and hide as the world sits and watches, hypnotized
Another Belgrade sunset leaving town
Another refugee Macedonia bound
And the bombs still fall tearing the city down
And I want to beat you all black and blue
Cause your not like me
And I ain't nothing like you
And I wanna keep it that way
Facism gaining ground
An effective cleansing
The borders are closing down
The unwanted masses litter the bloodstained ground
And I don't really want to know and I don't care
I've got my own problems and they're over here not there
A good american remains totally unaware
And I want to beat you all black and blue
Cause your not like me
And I ain't nothing like you
And I wanna keep it that way
So give us your tired your poor and your weak
Cause we break ground for a Wal-mart there next week
And I wanna keep it that way
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well, from my last entry i shall make an exeption to some chicks in moiz fest and such. thres only a few so dont get a boner yet.. my bros gf ,, well,shut the fuck up shes my bros gf so she s an exetion asses, bianca, never once seen herput out,faithfull to lee and shitshes ,aight ,u cool, and angie flignor, wait ,,no from what i heard from jaron,, you did shit with him then the night of moi z fest you go and do shit with him ,,slut,,too bad i thought beter of you too. ok welli made my expetions being that they are THE ONLY GIRLS I KNOW THAT ARE NOT NAST SLUT BITCHES SO FUCK THE REST OF YOU> well not ashley hadeed either even tho i dont agree with alot of the things you say 98 percent of the time,,, you stil arent a uh, mmm.. a slut . im only adding this since if you see this i dont wanna hear you bitch ,, i shouldnt care tho . i dunno why i do . and chezon, well ,, since you are um cool and all and are obviously not a slut, well just want to add that too . well the other 9 or ten girls that know me.. i wont give any more names but hey too bad. you all know your sluts. and he funny thing its ok,, i just hate it when you all bitch when a guy womanizes but its ok t o be a whore. shape up there and look at reality and stop being a hypocrits all you girls in florida
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i was thinkin,, about how much the girls in florida are sluts,, eleisha kramer, slept with everyone of my friends and thinks nothing of it and then plays it cool like its ok , , chriss ex gf liz,,, hmm tried to hook up with me, after about 400 turn downs from me and almost a big fuckin slap in the face she finally finds another place to play the field. SLUT,,, hmm nicole dempsey,,after i dated her for 3 years.. threee,, decided to have sex with 3 other poeple within the same term as soon as she got into college , i was still with her at the time when she was hooking up with a dude i ddint know about,, and the othere,,,well ,,,she only knew him a week,, and then,, the other,,, she was just drunk ,, oh yeah i forgot theres one more ,, she did it just cause his cock was huge,, getting lose there nicole??she even got naked in front of my brother for a fuckin waffle within the second year i was with nicole,, its ok i was there,, but i wanted to see if she would do it,,,she did,, o and chris spit on that waffle too ,, haha and well she from florida and welll . SLUUUT,hey you girls dont beleive me,, watch bangbus.com, they pick up randonm bitches to fuk and theydont care, its so sorry , but thats definate proof, and fuck you all that say its fake . if it is how about an explanation for the millions of other web pages on the net, so shuit the fuck up... i was in moiz fest, a group of kids running a concert for charity ,, what happend at every meeting none other than an orgy of great proprtions,while the reall guys worked there asses off ..thats as far as charity went in the girls mind , sorry girls you know who you are . SLUTS.get a clue. my point is to you girls ,,,,,,, stop bitching about how all men are the same untill you start acting different yourselves, sluts . goddd that made me feel better. ok it didnt .
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so heres the deal, i was chillen when my dad stormed inn today and screamed about some dumb batteries for him to use, i said i didnt know were they are and knew nothin of them ,, well thayt didnt concern him as long as i was in the room and was close enough to him while he has a rage factor ,, im obligated for punishment,, so low and behold i was chewed out and screamed at,,i thought it was hilarious, he such a charachter, i used to be so scared of him whe i was a youngen,, (well, since he used to beat the ever living shit out of me untill i bled out ofany opening in my face).well, mabe i wouldnt be as angry if my father wasnt such a violent person, no wait i chose to be this way i for got , well i think of it like this ,, of all the years of my life iwas beaten and smashed untill bloodshed,and im still here and ok , i reaized,ANYTHING YOU TRY TO DO TO HURT ME MY FATHER HAS DONE TEN TIMES WORSE < SO IF ANYOF YOU EVER REALLY HAVE A PROBLEM WITH ME AND WANT TO MESS WITH ME I DARE YOU TO > ILL FUCK YOU UP WORSE THEN A FUCKING ANGRY BLACK INMATE . i cant wait to see how michael turns out to be haha. he already medically insane as it is
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well its been a while .. much has happened,, I am very agitated with people,, god do they fucking bother me so ,, I seriously want to beat the living shit out of people in the hundreds some times.. I swear. I hate emos the most of all ,, they have to be the goddam lowest bottom feeding form of life known to man(unfortunatley) hopefully they'll all slit thier wrist in time,
well onto a nicer note. Warped Tour this year was fucking kick ass,, I loved all the bands,, exept a few...like tbs...not my fav. but I got backstage nonetheless, they were all like,, well even tho pepple came to see eveyone else besides us tear drips and crying is the rest i heard from that fuck and I had to say I wanted to agree but I couldnt there were more of those stupid ass black frame glasses wearing assholes then i can fit in a godddamn nightmare. but bouncing souls were cool.oh yeah, the emo shit goes for you too emo girl bitches,,your all ugly and should die,, do me a favor and slit your wrist for me already, try and get someone to video tape itso ill have somthin that will finally put a smile on my face.dumb emo bitches, scene is just as bad:)
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damn this sux.. i have finnally found out what it feels like to be drunk to the point of no return , my liver was screaming for vengeance i sweare. holy fuck it kicked my ass, i didnt know iwhat i was getting myslef into whrn i was downing 80 proof british gin.. at the same pace i drink water ,, thats the worst ouch , i felt like shit afterward and some chick with the nicest pair i have ever come across(no pun intended),, ok yeah it was<< layed me on the bved so i didnt make any more of a fool of myself ,, i wanted to speak but there had been a door in my head that closed creating a language barrier to the rest of the people in the room that were still coherent with reality at the time,, i would try to say i need to eat sumthin g.. it would coume out lik (**&% ughrmmb somthuing to ieat%*^!@##@gotwatdda... and well, then she lost interest in me and got with somoe other dude , fuck. thats all i gotta say . nevr again will i do this. i will watch , and bring my camera. but know i know what it feels like to be a drowning backwards retard. oh and my job is kikcin ass, gettin the car soon .. and painting a mural at brads toystand , go by there if neofyou are interested to see, its awreome.. me and brian are workin on it.. yu gi oh shit and all this other anime stuff is up there . damn this entry sucked
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what up my mother fcker. i work tuesday through friday .. 9-5;00. sat sun and mon off.. well just call dude.. we shall do some cool shit , i got a whole shit oad of new movies and gaes and junk , i still got yurs too , youll get it soon enough
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ok heres the big deal,, so today im minding my own business and .. fuckin shit ,paul you know i love killing thins.. i say why .. adam says .. it makes me feel goood. i say wow adam you kill things smaller then you and more defensless then you your reall tough .. he says hey thats not nice i say ,, omg fukin spare me .get a grip. i told him you sound way too evil to be a friend,, but still a cool guy sotimes.. he says,, well.. now whats evil? like if what he does is reallly just ok but we are brain washed to think its bad or sumthing. i say your fukkin dweeb you run over turtles for fun. thats not cool .. especially when im there .. you fukkin make sure you take life and hurt other things that are alive, i swear this dude will make you become a fuckin vegitarian if i spelled that right. fuck you all you know what i mean ,, ne way,,, then he gets into this big thing on how his cats have these arrangement of personalities or someshit,, wow . i felt very normal listening to that for 2 fukkin hours. then the running back from the broncos had actually stopped into the stor e and everyon was havin a shit brick i was like big fukkin gay woop.i can run too , you just get paid for it. everuyone was in line to get his autogrph faster then a welfare line getting started in harlem on a hot sunny morning. me and adam stayed back and continued the slavery we endure all day , yes there are huge drums that we work to . oh yeah also ,, adam says he had a drem i was killed at the age of my mid 20s or sumthin i was like thats just great ,, let me guess your standing over my shit dipensing corpse? he told me he would b e living in arizona at the time ,, skinny and married to a gorl i would be pissd about if he told me. so he refused like a pussy to tell me . i really wouldnt have cared ,, like im really tied to somone that i might be upset about, and i know it wouldnt be ashley hadeed that hed be married to , ahley if you see this ill personally turn your ovaries into a multi tipped flute if i ever find out you marry this gore hound. he even admitted that he wopuld attend if i was being executed, not to save me but yes, to watch , adam told me put it this way il be there for you in a sort of way .i like thanks alot. 2 seconds of gore really gets himoff. as long as a reall living thing is hurt, dieing or dead upon reasons having to do with adam himself are the only reason why he still functions on a good mood most of the time . i would never want to get in his mind. oh yeah if you stare at him in the eyes during convo with him,, his eyes jitter and shake like a fukkin yahtzee cup. is baffling how he says im screwed up . i hate bagles oh i forgot one other thing , what makes work stink like shit,, well not only do i think so but the whole office agrees,, adams little brother smells like the inside of sweaty inmates ass after being rammed by a huge black cock smothered in extra blood sweat and feces, and i am the on the has to sit in the fuckin car with this human rectum everymorning when we have to drop him off at faggot camp before work. and pick him up after ward. oh my god i wont even get into how bad the smell is when we PICK him up . izzy seriously needs to 1.fess up to ones self that thy self smells like a rotten corpse2. buy some goddam deoderant,3 bath in perfume or sumthin4.all of the above . or 5. commit suicide. im in favor ofhim following it like a step by step thing. but i wouldnt want him to be hasty with number five .ill help him with that one. hey. like adam told me earlier. look a t it this way , im still there for him . :)
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all week is nothing but paiting artsy fartsy crap at work, it seems all welland dandy,,. but small problem, i have to juggle painting while having to listen to adam lichi tell me everything i do wrong in life. seems like a fuckin magic trick is the only wayill be able to deal with adam working at the same place i do right ?,, right? shit i must be the best magician there is , im doin this shit every day . im going to either perform hari kari with a rusty butter knife or bite the shit out of his throat untill i see the black ink that runs through his veins pour out ..next time i hear him bitch whil i work ,, sounds like a catchy toon .. bitch_in while you work (whistles) :) but you may think what is it he bitches about,,?? well everything i swear.. paul you have an infidelity problem, paul your gay , paul you talk to your parents like crap ..(yeah right)it just gets deeper and deepr , untill he starts sounding like my mom .. didnt i get this job of seven dollars an hour to get away from my parents???ughhh .. either way ,, i think ill make a better entry later.
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...im not insane .your all just brainwashed like the rest of society who follow a straight line to death.. to the bitter end, i will live
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